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Class, Teaching, Publishing

Submitted by alycia on Wed, 09/23/2009 - 23:44

Confronting one another across differences means that we must change ideas about the way we learn; rather than fearing conflict we have find ways to use it as a catalyst for new thinking, for growth.

Just finished reading Teaching to Transgress by bell hooks late this evening, and now listening to a talk hooks gave at the Women of Color Conference. A few random thoughts follow.

I am very happy to now be teaching at an institution that is utterly diverse and representational of all of the races, classes and backgrounds of the neighborhoods it touches. The differences at the reference desk and in the classroom are astounding. There is genuine appreciation and a sincere desire to learn.

I went to Stanford thinking that class was mainly about materiality. It only took me a short while to understand that class was more than just a question of money, that it shaped values, attitudes, social relations, and the biases informed the way knowledge would be given and received.

I have been thinking a lot about class in preparation for an upcoming talk and how language and labels can differentiate between something that is purchased, sold to a collector, archived and preserved versus an item stolen, shared and passed among friends. Thinking about how to teach and study and learn about the things that I know inherently through experience in a way that will be inclusive but truthful to others whose experiences may only be academic, or on the periphery.

When those of us in the academy who are working class or from working class backgrounds share our perspectives, we subvert the tendency to focus only on the thoughts, attitudes, and experiences of those who are materially privileged.

One goal I have had for a while (with some urging from colleagues after tales of exasperated conversations gone bad) is to enter into more conversations about class and to point out situations that are inherently structured to ignore anything other than a white upper class bourgeois stance/background/advantages. This still feels a bit daunting to me to "call out" these situations (since they feel like they are everywhere all at once), but I do want to speak out more about all of the assumptions and "values" that come wrapped up in education and academia. In Teaching to Transgress, "Confronting Class" was a really great read in this regard.

When I entered my first classroom as a college professor and a feminist, I was deeply afraid of using authority in a way that would perpetuate class elitism and other forms of domination. Fearful that I might abuse power, I falsely pretended that no power difference existed between my students and myself. That was a mistake. Yet it was only as I began to interrogate my fear of "power"-the way that fear was related to my own class background where I had so often seen those with class power coerse, abuse and dominate those without-that I began to understand that power was not itself negative. It depended on what one did with it.

Feeling very reassured and happy that there are many friends discussing critical pedagogy, thinking about teaching, and encouraging Education as the Practice of Freedom.

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April 24, 2013

  • A piece in the New Yorker about Noah Baumbach, a person whose work I have a lot of sympathy for somehow, but in this piece he sounds like he wants to be a vampire sucking the energy off of his girlfriend's ideas. Is that a great way to have a relationship, or a terrible way?
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April 23, 2013

  • Zines from the Brooklyn Zine Fest: Alex #4 and #5, Deafula #5, and Indulgence #11.

April 22, 2013

  • Jeppesen, Sandra. "Becoming Anarchist: The Function of Anarchist Literature." Anarchist Developments in Cultural Studies 2011.2
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April 19, 2013

  • Going to try to finish In Praise of Copying today. This book has pleasantly surprised me in many ways and I'm greatly enjoying it. Highly recommended if you would like to think more deeply about copying (and its mimetic, ever-present nature) on a philosophical level.
    Many of the books about intellectual property I've looked at recently discuss the absurdities of various IP situations, or examine IP clashes via specific (often outrageous) legal cases. This book, on the other hand, talks more about the practices and traditions of copying, collaging or appropriating through many different perspectives, going back to the work of philosophers who are long dead but also looking for the mimetic in religious practices, theory, art, and even inside the human body. Totally fascinating.
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April 11, 2013

  • More Moonwalking with Einstein, enjoying the history of the book (as related to memory) section.

April 10, 2013

  • Inching my way through Moonwalking with Einstein, which I've only read over BC lunches in the office.
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April 9, 2013

  • About half of In Praise of Copying by Boon, which I am enjoying.

April 8, 2013

  • Read the introduction to Common as Air by Hyde.
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April 1, 2013

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March 23, 2013

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March 13, 2013

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